In two days, I will be doing my driver’s exam and I am fucking scared! All the time I postponed it in so many ways that it got funny actually and now it has been a year since I have not done anything about it. Now it is so postponed that I just feel like enough is enough and I have to do it finally. So on Thursday I hope that someone will be praying for me that I pass.

As I said, it has taken me a long time to finally end this crappy nonsense and say that I need to do it now and fast. I have not taken the book or anything out for like a year so I feel like a newbie in this but I feel better after yesterday when I got 28 out of 30 right – first time of my life. That gave me hope that I can do it… but like it happens all the time, after I got excited the mistakes came back just like floods in spring.

Anyway, I just hope to get my driver’s license before summer so that I can beg for a car and just have the opportunity to drive where I want to without anyone else. And what’s my perfect car? That is right! Range Rover.